03:41 pm
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i'm bak, i'm bak thas why dey call me slim shady, i'm bak i'm bak
holllyy shizzzzzle yes, I'm still here! I know, I know...I havent updated in forever(literally)...but don't beat me up bout it. so yes it has been pretty crazy the last couple of weeks, in a good way that is... school is koo... all my classes are straight I don't got much to complain about about my schedule n shit so its all g0oD... and things out of school have been gggggrrrrrrrreeeeeeeaaaaaaattttt =) idk wat else has been goin on...cuz its been so long lol but i must say for the short time i was at the football game last nite..i had fun lol i was so hyped. i guess i dont have much else to say but just lettin every1 know im still here hahaha. so if anythin important happens ill b sure 2 update...so till then. take care... 1Love
Current Mood: mellow Current Music: 2Pac & 50 Cent- THE REALIST KILLAZ
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09:49 pm
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finally got my schedule
1-health edu. 2-world lit & comp-120 3-phys. science-214 4-geometry 73-231 5-lunch
6-yearbook 1-136 7-french 3-242 8-world history-247
If we have anythin comment or IM me...
I'm sssssssso MAD I don't have french wit Miss Nataliiie Peck! geeez wat is this!?!?!!?
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09:29 pm
[Link] | Well, let me start off by saying...only a week left b4 we go back to school! And I don't even got my schedule yet! L0L well partly b/c I just got registered! Anyways, while this summer was fun...it went by way too fast (I think I've already said that). We're sophmores n0w-class of '07 yeah baaaby! Yesterday was fun as hells...woke up like @ 11. And Megan, Veronica & Lyss never brought me breakfast! lol. They came over thursday night, well it was more like friday around 1:30 AM...crazy kids they chilled here till like 3 and we had some taco bell that memo and jesus went to get us...then later Jackie came over...and we went back 2 her house n borrowed her gramma's car, she told her g-ma that we were gonna go out to eat and she let us take the car. so we were juss drivin around for a lil bit..we got sumthin to eat and chilled. definitely gonna have second thoughts about gettin in the car wit that gurl in the drivers seat again lol. Today didn't do shit I just slept when I got home from work around 3 and woke up a lil b4 7. I barely got any sleep last night I was on the fuckin fun till like 2 and then had to wake up @ 6 to go to work. Then my cuz Raul came and took me to get sumthin to eat...a day to relax..thank God! 2morrow my bro Irvin is comin & bringin the baby. So family time perhaps? my brother in the car-come on you fukin mutha fucker i told you to mutha fukin go fuckin asshole next day an old man crossing the street- come on move it yuppie lol---can we say anger management?!
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10:53 pm
[Link] | We are all here for a reason on a particular path You don't need a curriculum to know that you are part of the math Cats think I'm delirious, but I'm so damn serious That's why I expose my soul to the globe, the world I'm trying to make it better for these little boys and girls I'm not just another individual, my spirit is a part of this That's why I get spiritual, but I get my hymns from Him So it's not me, it's He that's lyrical I'm not a miracle, I'm a heaven-sent instrument My rhythmatic regimen navigates melodic notes for your soul and your mental That's why I'm instrumental Vibrations is what I'm into Yeah, I need my loot by rent day But that is not what gives me the heart of Kunte Kinte I'm tryina give us "us free" like Cinque I can't stop, that's why I'm hot Determination, dedication, motivation I'm talking to you, my many inspirations When I say I can't, let you or self down If I were of the highest cliff, on the highest riff And you slipped down the side and clinched on to your life in my grip I would never, ever let you down And when these words are found Let it been known that God's penmanship has been signed with a language called love That's why my breath is felt by the deaf And why my words are heard and confined to the ears of the blind I, too, dream in color and in rhyme So I guess I'm one of a kind in a full house Cuz whenever I open my heart, my soul, or my mouth A touch of God reigns out
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10:10 am
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=)
Last night was fun =) felt like I hadn't seen him in forever. it was only like a week and a half though. lol It was my day off so I woke up around...mayb 11 or sumthin. For some reason I can't sleep in anymore as much as I love to sleep, I just can't sleep anymore! I got a call from *B* around 1:30 and I was still layin in bed in my pjs... talked to him for almost 2 hrs. lol then Sia came over. Then *B* discovered the keys to sumthin he just HAD to borrow so he went 2 pick up Gio and they headed ova here around..we chilled here then the boys left Me n Sia went 2 her house and later Oscar came n got me..we drove around for a lil while n then went 2 get somethin warm to drink @ starbucks cuz it was soo cold out. Man its august it shouldnt b this cold yet! not too much happenedd.....i gotta go get ready for work tho so il b back on here later 1-9 tonight this suxx!
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10:56 pm
[Link] | aaaahhh work sucks let me tell you. tired as a m0F-0. Augustfest was funn. Last week I found out sum news that brought me down...looks like I'm gonna b missin him for a while...while things fix themselves up again..hopefully soon. Saturday didn't go as planned =( oh well. But Sunday was a blast well at least b4 Augustfest that is. Sia & Jackie came 2 pick me up after work...they had Jackie's gramma's car crazy ass gurls. We went back 2 Sia's and then Jackie let me drive ova by B's house and to go get food from mcd's cuz they were hungry. I was the only safe driver man I wasnt about to get back in the car after the first time Jackie drove lol. and Sia driving well...we'll just leave it at that. haha! and then we hit the augustfest..it was boring i went on that 1 ride wit my cuz for the 3rd time lol i thought i was gonna up chuck cuz I had juss eatin. But hey you gotta take advantage when you got free tix for rides ;) lol what can i say...but I got it like dat haha.
Current Mood: tired Current Music: Ludacris-"Move Bitch!!!"
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09:30 pm
[Link] | So the last couple of days have been kinda bananas again. But it's all good, no biggie. Another great Sunday...mini golfing didn't exactly happen but we had a good time either way. Then went out to dinner. ;) I had 2 work yesterday 12-8 and the rest of this week too. Today I had off, but I was at school for stupid yearbook thing I have no clue what I'm doin but I'm there anywayz lol. I got to look @ a lot of cool pics like from spring sports, earth day and a lot of senior stuff so it was fun and then playin music n goin online. Then when I came home, I went 2 the pool Sia, Ela, and Nancy came a lil while after. Then I come home & call Gio to see what he was on 2day and I ended up goin 2 pick him up and goin 2 rent a movie and goin back 2 his house. We watched "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" I seen it like 3 times lol but Gio hadn't seen it so I said what the hell... next time we're gettin "Butterfly Effect" though, for sure! Then we talked a lil after the movie. Then Gio drove me home and we stopped by Sia's house for a couple of mins. Crazy kid nextdoor was tryna talk to me again holy shit that guys hilarious. He backed off a lil tho b/c Gio was there but still it was funny. The shit he says, I mean come on now... who comes up with that? lol. and he had 2 be an Oscar! But not like mi De La Hoya. Angela, como se llama? Oscar De La Hoya. No le ves el nombre? haha. This summer is flyin by waaaaaaay too fast! Holy shit we got like what 3 weeks left? It's alright thought. I wanna go back to school b/c well this summers fun and everythin, but honestly too much working goin on. I'm the lazy one. I'm supposed to be a bum during the summer, right?! Oh well. 2morrow 12-8 again. Thursday is my only other day off this week. And of course I'm gonna hit the scene @ Augustfest so see yall there. =)
Current Mood: content Current Music: A.Keys ft. Lloyd Banks-"If I Was Your Woman (Remix)"
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09:52 pm
[Link] | Yes! I'm still here! The last few days have been kinda crazy, in a good way that is. Sunday I finally saw "The Notebook" it was soo sad! But I loved it! I been workin almost all this week Monday & yesterday were my only days off. And yesterday was a perfect day 2 go to the pool, but I was just so damn lazy lol. Wednesday I slept ova my gurl Brendas house. After I came home from my aunts house sum my brothers crew was here Benji, Jesus Brenda & some other kids I don't know. Then Brenda asked me if I could sleep over just like back in the day...i'm talkin bout BACK IN THE DAY... 5th & 6th grades! So I went and asked my momma and she said yesss so Memo drove us 2 Brenda's house. We stayed up till almost 3:30 and damn her lil bro had 2 wake us up @ 10 the next morning! So we caught up on everythin, hadn't seen her in a while so it was cool. Then I came home thursday morning & Sia came over and later we went 2 Hobby Lobby & Kohls. 2day after work I went 2 Sam's Club wit my mom and then I came home and Sia came over...we chilled here for a lil then went 2 her house to eat and walked back here around 9:30...we're off to watch blast from the past! yes funny ass movie! talk2yallater Peace
Current Mood: happy Current Music: Tupac & Biggie-"Runnin"
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11:54 pm
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.:.thoughts.:.
So I've been thinking about some stuff...I read Cristine's LJ about the whole judging people b4 you know them issue. I've never liked to judge people before I knew them and I've never wanted it to be a part of me, but sometimes you meet people and you catch yourself judging them. You think, "No I don't want to judge this person I should give them a chance" but its too late b/c you've already judged them. And I agree wit Cristine you might think something of some1, but be completely wrong and this person could change your life. I met someone like that my freshmen year. We got off kind of on the wrong foot, I guess. We both thought stuff about eachother or whatever, but this person ended up being a sweetheart and I've learned a lot from her. I'm glad we got to know eachother b/c I met a genuine person and a good friend. And what I learned is not to judge people before I get to know them... I think the biggest lesson and best lesson to learn coming into high school and meeting new people.
Also... I've been thinking about friends a lot. To be honest, there is maybe two or three people that I can think of that I can honestly call my "freind". Some of these people I don't see or hang out with often. We chill with different people and our groups don't click but we still manage to be super tight. The kinds of people that I can go without talking for a long time and then when we talk it's like we never stopped talking and pick up right were we left off. I love that. And theres the people who I once called my best friends that are no where to be seen now, and I have absolutely no problem with that. Then we have the kinds of people that I click with in school, I wish it was out of school too though. I've met a lot of cool kids this year and I just wish that I had... we had more time to get to know eachother better. I talk to a lot of diverse kinds people and I wish that would carry on out of school too. I would learn so much, much more than I've already learned from the cool people that I've met this year. So hopefully before this summer is over, I'll get to hang with more people that I don't talk to as often.
I think I've said enough for tonight..its getting late, I'm gonna get goin. I have to be up @ 7 for work 2morrow. talk2yallater. Yours truely, Lupe
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08:13 pm
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11:29 pm
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=) again Finally saw "The Notebook" 2night...aww it was so sad! But a great movie. I <3 it!
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09:36 pm
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=) BIG TIME!!!!!!
I got a text msg... =)...right about NOW! we're k0ol now...juss gotta give him a fone call =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)
i knew we could work this out
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08:34 pm
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finally gettin some time off.. =)
Alright first things first...Sunday night best night ever =) thnx O.A. bowling rocks my socks like Cristine says lol. I beat him the last game haha! and yes I am a good bowler...the best if you ask me!! lol JP Next...should I really b trippin on you still? Yes--things happen for a reason, I wanna know why this is happening...I miss you. No--we're making a scene over something that is not even an issue. I did my part trying to solve things, now it's up to you. It hurts like hell to see you and not b able 2 say anythin. So here I am...finally just relaxing thanking the Lord I don't have to work 2morrow! Wednesday was absolutely dreadful. 39/49 sux when you are a McDonalds employee! I had 2 work from 1 to 9. And 2day from 7-3. My body is ready to give out! So I come in early around 12:30 on Wed. and when I am about to clock in at the back register...I look out the window and guess who I see! MS. COHEN!! yes Ms. COHEN!!!!! So you know I just HAD to say hi so I stick my head out the window and say MS COHEN!!! I talked 2 her for like 3 sec. said she was headin over to Mrs. Hitomi's place and decided to bring lunch.Geeez I hadnt seen her in FOREVER!!! So that made my day. 2day comin home from work I saw *B* & Pak-man so you know they just HAD to come over...we chilled here watched the new AK video on BET. Oh, yes "Diary" is officially the best AK song. Then we watched Darkness Falls cuz it was on the movie chanel and there was nuttin better to watch. Then they left and I went 2 eat and then to the bank wit ma momma What else is new?--Not too much. I'm gonna go watch some more tv. Lindaisy is stopin by to visit me real quick real quick. Talk to yall later.
Current Music: Mary J. Blige-"I'm Goin Down"
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10:37 pm
[Link] | I give up...seriously.
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11:16 pm
[Link] | -----the past couple of days have been aiight...@ the pool or chillen wit Sia pretty much sums it up----- -----I'm feelin a lil better thnx ta my boys *B* & Pak-man I love you 2----- -----*B* I'm soo happy 2 know that I can count on you for anythin like tha good ol' days back in 6th & 7th grades----- Pak-man I'm thankful to know a person like you & happy to have you b part of my life... you are everythin a true friend should b. thnx for being there 4me-----
Friends we've been for so long Now tru colors are showin Makes me wanna cry Cuz I've had 2 say good-bye By now I should know that in time things must change So it shouldn't be so bad So Why Do I Feel So Sad? How can I adjust to the way that things are goin It's killin me slowly... I just want it to be how it used to be I wish that I could stay But in time things must change So it shouldn't be so bad So Why Do I Feel So Sad?
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12:01 am
[Link] | why do I always have 2 fuck everythin up..?
and i mean everythin
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11:57 pm
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updatin..literally aaaaaaw shit I know I aint been here in a couple days... what's crak-a-lakin? ain't shit ova here except im jumpin wit joy cuz summer schools ova soo I get time 2 sleep in and relax aint gotta work all this week till Thursday so thats alwayz g0od...the past couple of days have been all ova the place... *Friday after school I was wit Sia @ the park for a lil bit... we went 2 Beef to get sumthin to drink we saw Omar and Hano n their buddy so they walked wit us back 2 the park and john and dimitri played that wicked joke on me n sia almost gave us a heart attack..damn kids these days. Then around 10:30 me and Sia headed back 2 my house and talked forreverr she ended up leavin around 12:30 or sumthin we had a heart 2 hearter... hadnt had 1 of those in a lonnng ass time so it was k0oL. Dork n D0ofus 4life! lma0 --->Saturday I had 2 work till 3...=) is all i gotta say bout that one! Then I went 2 Sia's house and we came back home 2 meet up Igor, Areck & dushi dush man those kids tossed Sia n Jackie fully clothed into the pool thank God Areck the sweetie kept the boys away from me or else I woulda been next! Then we came back 2 my house and I had 2 lunatics runnin around my house eatin all my food! --->Sunday I had 2 work till 3...after that I was supposed 2 do sumthin wit sum1 but my mom made me go to my aunts house wit her and shes like no were not gonna b there for long ssssshit we didnt get home till like 1130 but no we weren't gonna b there for long at all! so my whole day got ruined! but I was on the phone wit sum1 Im gettin really close to for 2 n a half hours till i literally killed my phone so I guess that made up for not goin out wit him =) and then I came home and guess who called me just guess! YES you got it my GIO!! Yup ssso it had been a while since I talked 2 him b.c he's been @ his cousin's house for like the last 2 weeks! Talked to him for a longg time too almost till like 130 in da morning it was great even tho he was pissin me off! talkin bout moving 2 florida this kid really thinks im gonna let him move. HA! He's got another thing comin! I am NOT letting him leave me. --->*Today..slept in till like 12!!!!!!! geez it felt good! THen of course I had 2 go enjoy the sun and tan a little so Sia came over n we went tanning...it was soo hot and we were out there forrever! Then Igor, Areck, dushi dush n sum other ppl came to through ta chill wit us damn kids threw me in the pool n I wasnt even wearin my bathing suit bottoms I was wearing shorts aaah! But then my buddies Gio and ToNy yAy-0 came... Tony got tossed in fully clothed first b/c Gio was being goofy and then Tony got him back n got all the guys 2 get Gio in the pool. Poor kid had on a new outfit and got thrown in haha it was hilarious tho I wish I had a camera to take a picture of that it was too funny! Then Malcolm aka *C*, Romi and Tony *B came and lets just say the only 1 who didt get thrown in was Romi haha... so its been all ova the place lately... been talkin 2 sum ppl from school that I hadnt talked 2 in a llllooonnng time n im talkin bout a long time! so its good to hear that every1s doin good...sum better than others but still doin good. ssssso I guess I have typed too much its so damn hot in here ima go turn on the air and get sum sleep. ~Manzano
Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: AK-"How Come You Don't Call Me"
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05:06 pm
[Link] | *I've Seen Your Soul Before*
There are things we cant explain So we usually tend to ignore The unpleasant side to the human race Like poverty and war Its deja vu when i cry When I see you I realize it even more I know your heart like I know mine Because I've seen your soul before I recognize your tear drops And the clouds inside your head I related to your sorrow And every word you said The creator to so many things We never realize what for Now I know why I met you Because ive seen your soul before The space between your heart and your mind Is sometimes called the soul The personification to you morals And your emotional control Stronger than the human spirit The human soul you cant ignore Faster than you thoughts Because I've seen your soul before.
------>best Pac poem ----------->ever
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01:02 pm
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b-o-r-e-d helllo out there cann any1 hearrr me?! titanic...anyways so its friday wooo hooo but im stuck im school till 530 thank GOD its the last day! after 530 today im done wit school until the end of august and I got the whole summer to myself! were doin these stupid power point presentations but sum ppl arent done so we're just killin time till they get done but cons. ed. was fun 2day we didnt really do much cuz you know ms logan is k0ol like that. I was talkin 2 Kristin like the whole time lmao watchin ppl is funny when they don't know you're lookin we were crakin up i think ms logan was gettin pissed off tho oh well! and then in the lab that gurl surre knows how to make mess! shes no good at peeling gum wrapper its all good tho--->we had intersting convos about clean and dirrty schools..? ya we're wack0s...i know! and we were gettin catty wit our groups damn ppl need to learn how to keep their mouths shut!! last night was aiight i ended up stopin by the park for a lil wit Sia and then we met up wit lukas igor areck and dushi dush and we chilled wit them for a while and then me n her had 2 head back to her grandamas house so we ate sum might i say goood greek food and we walked around the neighborhood... so lately everythins been pretty good except ive been in a pissy mood at home b.c of certain ppl...anyways 2night goin straight 2 meet sia so i dnt hafta go home n deal wit any bullshit then 2morrow and sunday i got work till 3 which shall b fun ssike...well if sum1 is there then it will be fun but if hes not there no fun! ;) so i think we're gettin started on these damn presentations i shall b back...peace0utFuZ. ~Loops
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01:32 pm
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almost done wit this $#1T wattup my peeps? ya I know its been a couple of days...did you miss me? lol but nah on the real its been kinda BANANAS around here! the good thing is I got 3 more days of summer school and then im done wit 2 classes that I wont have to take ever again in the next 3 years! Friday after I wrote in this thing, I went 2 Mystic Waters wit Sia...then we both went home and met back up later around 730...we walked around for a while and then when I was goin back home, I was talkin 2 Gio on tha phone so yea hes @ his cuzins house still in Schiller park or w/e and hes not comin back any time soon. this kid is killin me!! and friday night the moon was not out and we were tryna find it but i think either wed. or thrurs it was the prettiest full moon ive ever seen it! but friday it was no where to be seen! my walk home was the search for the moon...but still no moon! So Saturday i know i went 2 work from i think 8-4...oh geez this is hard I dont remember what I did after that...shit i cant remember but I prolly juss stayed home or met up wit Sia or sumthin ya i think thats what happened...I cant believe I dont remember this is horrible LOL i think im gettin a disease wit a short term memory! No this cant beeee happening!! lol Alright I know what I did Sunday, I had 2 work 7-3 then I came home and rested and then later went 2 see the fire works up at Mela's park...I was wit Janet and then Omar & Hano for a little bit...I missed the fireworks tho b/c we were walkin around it ok tho no biggie i see them every year. Monday no summer school...I had 2 work from 2-7 but thank god I got 2 go in an hour late so I slept on my comfy bed sum more! then after work I went home and Sia and dushi dush picked me up & he took us back 2 her house...she fed me yummy ham/turkey sandwich and DELISH chocolate cake...hmmm soo good! =) then we watched sum Greek television...greece won the soccer thing in Europe so it was all over the greek t.v. channels...its pretty funny when you're around people who are speakin a completely different language...interesting what you can catch from their facial expressions. all I gotta say is w0rd! Yessssssteday after school I met up wit DorkSIA and we went 2 the park...the rain made it fun... ppl were lookin @ me like I was a psycho! I was gettin all wet was I not supposed to say sumthin!? I dont think SO! lol oh well...then the rainbow came! it wass soo purrrteeee~! and it was huge too from like texas all the way up to chi.town lol a lil exaggeration goin on there but idc...but the point is..it was really big and purrteeee. so being the cRaZy ones that we are...me and Sia went 2 find the pot of gold @ the end of the rainbow! we walked and walked and walked and walked...until we found it..we were losin it at first but hey that rainbow wasnt gona get the best of us! so we kept goin! but you know we couldnt bring it back 2 the park bc then every1 would wanna take our gold so we hid it in a secret hiding spot that only we know! and the lepurchan is not gonna find it either!! thats you ryan you not gonna get it white boi! lol but I must say I do LOVE your dance!!!! hahah then I came home n showered and here I am now only 4 more hours to go and 2 more days and then im alllllll done~! so im gonna go get some work done or at least try 2! il prolly b back in a lil biiit if im bored which i prolly will be! yours truely, ~G.Manzano
Current Mood: ---summer school sux! Current Music: R.Kelly-"Ignition"
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